These morons are already declaring “America’s Decline is OVER!” The irony is that they don’t have a good vision for this country. Theirs is one of a depraved “late stage capitalist” nightmare. Pretty soon you won’t be able to own things anymore. They’re going to tell you it’s for your own good. They’re going to tell you it makes commodities cheaper. They’re lying. It makes commodities more profitable for them to sell, and the moment they secure their place as the monopoly they’re going to rug you. They’re going to jack prices up to where any value you may have seen is entirely gone. That’s how they get you. They rob you blind and tell you it’s for your own good, and since they’ve worked so hard to destroy the education system, you don’t fucking question it. You goddamn sheep. Seriously. Quit letting people tell you how to think and feel about very disgusting situations. Stop just eating the shit they produce by the fistful. It’s not worth it. None of it is worth it.

It’s interesting to think that in the US; being convicted of rape isn’t exactly a dealbreaker for voters selecting a president. The intellect behind this notion isn’t exactly a powerful one. It seems to be the result of eroding the education system for nearly a century.

It’s wild to me that people who know they have BPD and know they lie and manipulate all the time will insist you “trust” them about things, even though you don’t ever engage them on whether you believe they’re trustworthy or not. I guess that’s one of the reasons experts insist on the “gray rock” method of dealing with borderlines. Anything and everything you say at them, you say it robitically and without any passion or emphasis. Zero emotion whatsoever. This includes not pointing out that they’re lying, because it’s guaranteed to shut everything down. Are they lying? Of course, their lips are moving. Does it benefit you at all to express your disbelief? No, it never mattered in the first place. Not to them, not to you; it doesn’t matter. They’re not doing DBT workbooks. You don’t matter enough for them to tell the truth, no matter who you are to them. Worst of all, their own kids don’t even matter enough to them to get the truth. They’ll lie to and gaslight their own children and inevitably push their own kids away. My kid is eleven and he knows when he’s being lied to. He knows more than the borderline thinks he knows, and she still lies to him. He knows it’s not right, it makes him cry. Will she ever get her shit together and start doing therapy honestly? No, not in a million fucking years, she’s so used to taking the easy way out of everything that it’s just pathetic.

For the umteenth time I’ve logged yet another page in my journal of “co-parenting with a borderline”. This entry ends up highlighting the pitch black feet my son had coming from his mother’s house and the fact that he was gifted a Motorola Razr phone when the furnace doesn’t even work.

In most jurisdictions this is frowned upon. CPS will give you resources to pay bills and things if you’re actually just in dire financial straits, but if you’re just showing how selfish you are prioritizing stupidity over necessary things like a home above freezing temperature they will frown at you big time.

Watch this video. Tell me this asshole cop isn’t a power-hungry piece of shit trying to exert force on someone who doesn’t have a badge. What a fucking dickhead. Here are a few more takes on it: here and here. I hate when cops let their badge go to their heads, and it seems far more common than not. You’re not a fucking hero. You’re not a savior, you’re not cop fucking Jesus for christ sakes, get over yourselves. Grow the fuck up. You’re a lower middle class grunt enforcing the will of lobbyists and billionaires on middle and lower classes, and when you tangle with the upper class like you have, that’s the only time you get humbled how you need to be humbled. Fucking arrogant pricks.

I’m watching this Hulu documentary called “Betrayal” and I’m absolutely horrified at Utah’s pedophile cops aiding and abetting their pedophile siblings. This shit is beyond the pale, and Jason Lytton only got less than a year. His brother, Justin, likely had the Prosecutors cycled out until his brother obtained a favorable plea deal. This is just absolutely disgusting. I’m so disgusted right now. I hope that fucker gets murdered by someone, honestly, both him and his brother. Fucking corrupt cops and pedophiles just helping each other out- This is the shit that internal investigations are supposed to curb, and how exactly did that Utah department clear Justin Lytton of any wrongdoing? Please do tell me, because he obviously intervened in his brother’s case.

These rat bastards. I swear. So, I’m not musically inclined in the least, I don’t know the notes of a piano or anything like that, so I get to rely entirely on technical prowess. The problem is the only tools I have in my toolbag for audio analysis are like twenty years old and are very rigid kinds of tools that are used for in-depth processing tasks where you know what the fuck you’re doing right away and you’re not a total dolt.

They’re anticipating another ‘peak capacity’ point for humanity around 2050 or so. I believe the prediction is based on agricultural practices and capacity. I’m not entirely certain about this, I only heard about it in passing. What I do know, though, is there will always be a breakthrough to enable us to chase these ambitions of growth and expansion. My only question is; what will the next breakthrough be? A few hundred years ago it was a chain of islands with thousands of years of bird guano being shipped globally to fertilize crops. After that, the Haber process enabled further population boom. I honestly can’t predict the next explosion, but honestly I think it might come in the form of commodity vertical farming. Cheap and effective vertical farming would easily alleviate a lot of issues with land utilization, and I think that was one of the expected barriers to further growth.