Before I met Amber I never expected to get married again. No joke, I really thought I’d just solo the rest of my life or just at most have a “life partner” that’s close but I’m not legally attached to, because it was a terrifying thought to be legally attached to pretty much anyone.

Then I met Amber, and she’s my life partner. She’s it. She’s my ride or die, and now she’s my wife.

I love you, my wife. More! ❤️

It’s my favorite day of the week once again! Truly, the freedom associated with Friday is absolutely fantastic. I’m excited to break out of here as soon as humanly possible and get my ass lodged into the couch as deep as I can go; maybe drink some beers and pop an edible prior. It’s just a great feeling knowing that I won’t be rudely awoken by a digital nag in the morning. I love it. I wish that Friday feeling could be bottled and sold- I’d be a goddamn billionaire. Don’t say fentanyl, that’s not the feeling I’m trying to express, you jaded goon! I mean actual relief that the toils and troubles foisted upon you the previous four days just melting away. That’s the feeling. That’s the essence I want to bottle and take to market. Anyone know how I might be able to do that? I guess I should think on it for a bit. Coming soon: Injectable Friday. lol.

I think Zed is now my favorite text editor overall. Can’t really explain why, as I don’t even use the goddamn AI features yet. I do intend to at some point, but I just can’t be bothered to invest the time at the moment. I’m so goddamn lazy after I get home from work. I try to make sure I do at least one productive thing a day. I don’t always live up to it, but I try to keep in mind that even on days when I’m not feeling it generally I can still just force myself to do something small to least have done something.

God dammit. I’ve been off work for four days and I really would prefer to have another four days off rather than return! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I guess I had better start paying idiot tax if I ever expect to skip work for prolonged periods while also avoiding symptoms of joblessness.

Sidebar: I’m very tired of ads. I’m running pihole at home, and I install youtube adblock on pretty much everything with a screen. Yet I still am subjected to ads care of Apple’s restrictive nonsense not allowing me to bypass ads on AppleTV. Irritating. Massively fucking irritating. I don’t care about ads, they’re a waste of economic effort, because anyone using ads to promote a product is likely hucking absolute shit. Advertisers: Go fuck yourselves, you’re social parasites and I hope you all die slowly of stage five cancers.

I’ve been spinning my wheels on this goddamn blog for years now. Basically since it began, if we’re being honest about it. I need to figure out what the hell I want to do with it.

Not gonna lie, but I’m pretty damned excited to have a stretch of four days off. We’re probably even going to leave early as shit today, once we do a little work. It’s going to be goddamned stellar for sure. Absolutely nothing can piss in my cheerios, god dammit. I’m excited. EXCITED!

THIS. WILL. BE. AWFOM.

In the last six years I’ve gradually noticed something that has really taken me by surprise. It’s something I’ve rehashed and reviewed in my mind over and over to validate and analyze. But one thing is clear; It’s not familiar to me nor is it something I’ve had for much of my life. But I can’t deny it. I can’t ignore it or pretend it’s not real or not there. Like an eight hundred pound gorilla in the corner; it’s unmistakable.

I can’t even begin to elaborate on how annoyed I am with Apple’s iPhone design choices. Fucking really? We’re segregating storage now? I’m sure Tim Apple will cry about virus threats and blah blah as motivation for this garbage, but we all know he eventually just wants to offload every phone OS to the cloud, so that way he has ultimate control over every single unit sold. Jailbreakers won’t even exist at that point. Phones won’t have storage outside of RAM. What a shitty future. I hope society at large rejects this future. It’s a bleak one, where heated seats are installed in every car but you have to “unlock” them with a subscription.